Woman on an island, day 17

 I see a white light and it feels like I'm floating, I am at total peace as I feel my heart slow down and stop. I feel a gentle hand on my shoulder...she's beautiful...she's pulling me back! My heart... It's starting to beat again! I can almost feel the blood flowing through my veins again. I awake with a scream and i see the men standing around me, I have to be held down with all their might! The pain takes over me again and I start to black out again... just before the darkness engulfs me I see the lady again and she's nodding..."Vy sobiraetesʹ bytʹ v poryadke" she says. I don't understand a word but I feel an amazing sense of calm coming over me. I fall into a deep and peaceful sleep...